Maybe something.

i found the girl i like, right? she is awesome. and she’s a punk. gotta love that. ha. its been a long time running that we have had a relationship without being in a relationship. (stupid).

but some progress was finally made. we kissed and spent a few nights together. but she doesnt want a relationship. yet? i have hope that something will happen. but, i cant be sure. i want to be there for her. and i dont want to screw up anything by messing around with any other girls. but why do i have to suffer through this (suffer is a bit dramatic). she wants something. honestly, she wants to be with me. but she wont just let it happen. why is that? why does it feel like she is almost toying with me. she isnt. and i know this is hard on her too. but it just cant be the same for her as it is for me.

i miss her when we arent together. and she told me she misses me. but i just cant understand. i feel like there is no reason for us to not be together anymore. we should be together. i make her happy. she likes talking to me, and she said i am a good kisser. and that i am “good at being good.”  

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